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it's hard to cross the water without a bridge
känns bättre på engelska
I want to be on set. I mean imagine, on set for a huge movie. Have landed a starring role. An epic franchise. Kind of like Harry Potter for instance. This is what I truly love and dream of every second of every day. Basically and unfortunately, it's not easy having these ambitions in my situation, and conditions. I'm not saying it's impossible because nothing is. But this, this is as close to impossible as it can get. The feeling I had when I had an extra part (only even an extra part!!) in a movie, even that feeling was euphoric. Besides the fact that I felt like jumping up infront of the camera and magically being one of the actors (haha). I keep watching behind the scenes and extra material from different kinds of movies. It inspires me. Makes me cry. I just feel like screaming , out loud. So every casting director , producer, agent and director there is can see me and put me in a movie straight away. And no I'm not talking about some swedish film. That would be amazing aswell. For now you know. I would really love getting cast - even in a commercial. But it's so frustrating. Like, does it look like I'm on set at the moment? No. I'm at home. On my couch. Wishing to be elsewhere if you know what I mean. You'll ever be able to imagine how I feel. I don't know what to do. I'm stuck here. I can't just teleport to California. I'm lost without direction and I don't know what do . I feel so miserable. I keep closing my eyes , to make a wish. why does it necessarily have to be this way..
sincerely,
Josefin